What a day....

OK.. so there are 3 people living in my house.. I guess a cast of characters should be introduced.. hmm.. let me think..

OK.. we have friend that just got out of prison.. we shall name her.. Home Chicken.. ::;shruggin::: hell if I know why...
And we have other friend.. hmm.. shoot just call her Blondie..
Blondie and I work..Home chicken.. ehh not so much.. What I NEED to know.. is just where in the HELL.. did it become allright to say, "I ain't feelin it?" WTF does it really mean? yeah.. I know it is along the lines of "Do ya feel me?" But really.. that makes no sense to me whatsoever either..

OK.. so home chicken.. has done nothing but lie around for almost 2 months.. and today was the topper.. She had a doctor's appt.. that she has been waiting on.. since she got out of prison.. this took gettin reclassified into the public health care system.. and calling for an appt.. yeah I know.. tough work huh?? thats like a day out of the 2 months.. And mind you.. the living life thing has been put on hold because.. well she wasn't "feelin it." Felt bad.. which yeah.. true enough.. she does have some medical problems that went totally untreated in prison.. So this morning.. bright and early I got to pop out of bed.. ready to take her the 20 miles each way to the clinic.. and ohhh but.. she wasn't "feelin it." So.. wtf ever.. I had to be up anyway to study for a test I had today..

I go to school.. take the test.. didn't do well at all.. I swear.. there was nothing that would stick in my head today.. I was SO PISSED about this.. "I ain't feelin it." CRAP!!!! Im sure that had nada to do with it though..

Ok.. school's over.. go home.. home chicken is still in bed.. didn't go to the mandatory class they have on Thursdays.. makes ya wonder about mandatory huh?? And when I asked her WHYYYYYY she didn't go.. I will pause here.. so you can insert your own answer...
daa deee daaa dee daaa duumm dummm...

Yep.. She wasn't "feelin it."

So.. I head to the living room and see Blondie.. who says.. "Sit, we need to talk." I just looked at her.. and she confessed.. she's been taking the pain pills I had from the surgery.. Now.. Blondie.. came up here in April... strung out on vicodin.. Got her through rehab.. shes been clean.. been working.. I thought it was all under control.. I should have known it was too much of a temptation and carried those pills with me at all times..But I can't take responsibility for that.. I do give her credit for having the integrity to come clean with me though..

So.. took Blondie to work.. yes I am the only one with an actual car.. Virtual cars are great on gas but they so suck for use... Went and finally got my hair cut.. and came home.. spent the night in my room.. door shut and locked.. cause ya know what???

I WASN'T FEELIN IT!!!!!

Thnaks for letting me rant.. I am takin my puppy and goin to bed now....